Herstory Performance

From “Herstory: a Burlesque Retelling of History’s Greatest Women”. I performed a piece about “Anonymous”. Photo by Dahlia Strack

Sunday’s show was fantastic. A stellar cast and crew made it happen, with an amazing turnout of people who proved to be an excellent audience. The atmosphere was fun, sexy, thoughtful, and powerful. My performance made people cry, and I was shaking afterward. A lot of consideration and love went into the creation of this piece. I was thankful to be sharing a stage with other powerful performers that night. I hope another event with a similar focus is produced in the future. A huge congratulations to our producer, Frankie Stein!

Often I don’t share scripts from performances I’ve created. I do share them with my Patreon subscribers regularly. I’d like to share this one with everyone though. My patrons will still be the only ones privy to video of the performance.

The performance started out with me walking through the audience sharing famous historical quotes and the names of women, written on leaves taped to my body. I was plucked clean of my leaves by audience members, I then shared the names of the 14 (at my last count) names of trans people who have been killed this year as I walked back to stage. Most of those names belonging to trans women, and many of them women of color. This is the country we live in. We are not egalitarian finding targets for our hate crimes.

My performance was a tribute to “Anonymous”, the name assigned to so many women and queers historically, and who is very much still a part of our reality. Through misattributions, a general failure to highlight the work of women and minorities, and many other factors I represented Anonymous in iterations of her silent existence. At the end of the performance I disrobed completely, taking back narrative of my own body’s image. A celebration.

My audience gave me a standing ovation. It was an incredible moment to share with that room of people.

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Anonymous was a woman
by Creature/Karin Webb

Anonymous was a woman.

Anonymous was the girl who answered — in class, in the board room, on that panel — but no one heard her. That boy/man repeated her words louder, or to a bigger audience, or amongst other men with credentials and the power to publish.

Anonymous is also the shadow we named “woman” who famously stands behind “every great man”.

Anonymous took a man’s name — her lover’s father’s, grandfather’s, great-grandfather’s name — as she was “given away”, tagged as property, chattel, in marriage.

Anonymous was a lesbian.

Anonymous was a queer, a trans man, and many many trans women.

Anonymous was a person, a woman of color for sure.

Anonymous was a sex worker and an artist paying her own way.

Anonymous was trafficked.

Anonymous are the women, children, and sometimes men who didn’t press charges. The 7 in 10 rape cases which are never reported. Anonymous because they feared for their safety from those people who count on the erasable and unmemorable reality of Anonymous.

Anonymous was the woman without schooling, but not without dreams, the woman whose fingers made quilts and blankets to keep her children warm — her name, dreams, desires, and stories now forgotten as we look upon her life in stitches hanging in a museum. Called Americana.

Anonymous became our intuition instead of our canon when her name was never the answer on a test as part of our public school’s curriculum.

Anonymous is given a man’s name over and over again, even though her words, her wisdoms, and her knowledge was gleaned from the life she lived. She slides further from history’s spotlight into profoundly common obscurity.

Anonymous is the pregnant belly, the overweight body, the older woman’s physique, the hairy legs, arms, bikini line, and upper lip kept covered, ripped off, and secret. Sexualized. Carrying the weight of disgust, lust, judgment, and anything but peace in existence naturally.

Anonymous is the “female nipple” fighting for the same amount of vitamin D as it’s male counterpart on social media.

Anonymous was sexualized to sell something.
Anonymous couldn’t find an abortion clinic nearby.
Anonymous was arrested for dancing too close.
Anonymous committed suicide after being bullied and shamed.

Anonymous are the authors whose biographies aren’t written and the stories never published because “her-story” isn’t marketable to the masses.

Erased.

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Play On My Friends,
~ Creature

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The People I Meet: Balin

Today’s entry is a couple of short stories written by someone I met randomly one day.  I was working on this blog and they asked what I was writing.  Being the very out person I am (even with strangers), I answered that I write a kink blog and was working on entries for that.  We got into an interesting conversation on the subject, and I offered that if he wanted to write anything for the blog I was taking submissions.  Soon after I was presented with these two stories.  I hope you enjoy this stranger’s thoughts on kink, sex, and (just a little bit) me!

To Breathe and Being,
~ Karin

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Balin the Virgin

written by Anonymous

Gauguin's "Death of a Virgin"

Gauguin’s “Death of a Virgin”

Balin is a 35 year-old Virgin. He has a birthday coming up… but does not plan on losing his virginity before this auspicious date. Or on it. He doubts it will ever happen for him. Most likely it started out as a religious thing, fire and brimstone, thought of himself as a good kid, wanted to do the right thing, afraid to upset anyone, afraid of intimacy.

He might be wrong.

Maybe he’s not a virgin.

Do fingers count? Are they so different from penis? What about not so dry humping? Sarah was in her panties and Balin in his boxers. She was flooding. He was like, this is surely just as unsafe… for him… as unsafe sex.

“I’m so wet,” she said.

His penis rubbed the mystical boundary between her pussy lips. Did this not count as sex because of the thin layer of fabric between their parts? Her panties had come off. Maybe he’s not a virgin.

I am. He maintains. To not be a virgin one full insertion is required.

Though it’s hard for him to justify why this particular insertion should command such mystical significance. However, it does. It has defined his life, the impossibility of fully encountering someone, the punishment for so doing.

“Everyone who looks at a woman with lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart.” Matthew 5:28

If that’s true, Balin is definitely not a virgin.

Digital versus penile. Photon versus penile. Digital versus photon. Ogres have layers. Onions have layers. What if you close your eyes and breathe on it? The line where Sarah begins and Balin ends feels arbitrary when postulating virginity and making it your life story.

This is my life story.

I am Balin.

How deep can I go?

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Balin and Porn

written by Anonymous

Ever since his lap top died, last April, Balin had not seen porn. Not that he didn’t try to find it on his iPad. However the sites he had become accustomed to visiting did not seem to work, and he had found no alternatives.

Without porn available, Balin turned to YouTube for aid on his quest to get off.

Ironically this censored environment opened up a world of fetish that Balin might not have otherwise discovered. Before he had been mostly satisfied with traditional porn, though had also glimpsed bondage and machine sex scenes. On YouTube he discovered JOI, CEI, oily dance, POV hand jobs by sudsy Japanese girls in bathtubs, balloon fetish, foot fetish, stocking fetish, sucking bananas, sucking lollipops, teens who could not possibly be 18 dancing in their underwear, cleavage in bouncing cars, nipple slips, and people imitating the sex act with their own belly fat or other objects that once he realized were not actual cocks and pussies became insulting. Not to mention international car show go-go girls, dominatrices demanding tribute, and hot girls who turn out to be men… always alarming for the mildly homophobic (when it came to his own position on the spectrum) Balin.

All this ended for him last night, when he discovered free porn sites once again open to him on his iPad. Not just the thirty second clips to which he had become accustomed, but full twenty-five minute episodes of his favorite porn star, Lucy Lee, in her first ever sex scene and her first ever anal scene. He was saddened to learn of her recent car accident and the time she spent in jail for drunk driving. However, after some time, all that repetitive thrusting became boring.

Instead he found the kinkiest, uncensored JOI he head ever seen.

After his extended hiatus into the perversions of YouTube, Balin returns to the less restricted world of XXX armed with new genres to explore. Thus his continued virginity seems assured… and more twisted than ever… in a form far from the purity and innocence with which virginity is often ascribed.

Balin daydreams wistfully, that UnAmerika’s Sweetheart Karin Webb mourns his isolated and marginalized existence and raises her fist at porn. Nevertheless, cowardly twisted Balin locks himself away, alone, deep in his lair in Moria. A narrow shaft of iPad light his only connection to the outside world of kink and fetish that other people share and could await him too. Might Karin find a way to reach him there?

This is my life story.

I am Balin.

How deep can I go?

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