The March of Days

Photo by Mélissa Kooyomjian Kemp (@CapturedExposure on instagram). I am performing as “Sirius Black”.

A Thing That Left-Handed People Do.

By Creature Karin Webb

Every day there is a thing that left-handed people do
That women and intersex people also do
That trans and nonbinary people do
That LGB and Aces do
That People of Color do
Immigrants/ex-pats do it too
Foriegners, non-english speakers, and tourists do
That by definition the artists do
There is a thing that kinksters do
And people with disabilities do
That those with a history of sexual assault do
That environmentalists and naturalists do
Radicals do it
Non-christians in this country do
And poor people do it too.

Each day left-handed people translate
The world around us
Into other-sided actions and movements.
We edit instructions
Foolproof plans, and
Jury-rig instruments of use
For our survival.
We do this in order to move through the paths organized by society,
Because divergences have been dis-included
From inception.
Us sinister sorts carry within our minds a hidden mirror
With which to reflect upon instructions
Make sense of structural designs
Not intended for our gifted bodies.
From these translations
Calculations, and
Creative recipes to overcome the traps,
The dangerous reality of moving through space with the wrong foot forward,
Is built an expanded repertoire
Thicker dictionary of understanding
A fattened Grimoire
Authored by the perverts of society.

What we don’t do well is speak of our translations.
So used to the daily practice of counter articulation,
And underground arithmetic for momentum,
We take our inner maths for granted young
Proof pages slipping away silent and unseen.

I do not know the equations of a woman whose skin is dark as soil,
Nor the immigrant’s path and plight
I’m unfamiliar with a Buddhist’s workarounds, or
Those of the boy bound to a mechanized chair.
I’m sure there are crossovers in our notes—
Equations we each work and rework to similar and differing ends.
Still, each of our fun-house mirrored minds
Reveal paths which are hidden to others
On our journeys through to the end.

I think
What is Magic
If not the translation of my desire into steps that can make it so
Against the odds of design?
What is Magic
If not my very survival
In the face of domineering organisms
Suited up in structural normalcy
Armed and organized to erase me?
What is Magic
If not One’s Nature against a system of oppressors
Who would sleep easier
Should marginalized definitions be scattered to the wind
Walled away
Buried deep
Forgotten
Like our bodies?

Dominance as a paradigm is a thing to fear,
A sickness some host in spades
And others yearn for in their ignorance.
Comfort, a parasite,
Masticates its way through vibrant and creative unconscious
Rendering the mind a wasteland of right and wrong,
Black and white,
Right or left,
Mal de tête du moins conscient,
A brain left blind
To multiverse realities around and in between.

Social ease inoculates
Against knowledge of The Ways
Practiced by a wholly connected and
Diversely fluent
Nature.

Play On My Friends,
~ Creature

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Dark Mother

I am continually surprised that the words “male” and “female” are so broadly conflated with “masculinity” and “femininity”. The scientific reality of who we superficially label male, female, or intersex is a many faceted and complex chemical, biological, and chromosomal reality. A reality that incredibly few people (if any) know the entire story of, even about themselves. How many people have been tested for chromosomal variations, had their hormone levels scrutinized, or their brains scanned for sexed patterns? Not many.

The reality of how bodies are constructed and what each individual is capable of and incapable of across any number of skill ranges, emotional responses, desires, likes, dislikes, and preferences is far reaching in its variance. Many personal preferences emerge due to socializing and family upbringing rather than natural instinct. Looking across cultures there are more than a few “masculine” traits deemed “feminine” from one culture to the next, as well as flipped expectations historically as we travel through time. Ruth used to be a man’s name, pink was what boys wore not so long ago, and women weren’t allowed to don pants in public (much less prefer the clothing style) once upon a time. The desires we attach to femininity or masculinity are largely based in archetype. The Mother archetype drives “feminine” expectations, and the Father, “masculinity”. Certainly though, in this day and age (and indeed throughout history since the beginning of time), many citizens have not opted to become parents. Many AFAB bodies never become pregnant due to capability, desire, and/or circumstance. Many AMAB people never accomplish impregnation for a plethora of reasons as well. Does this mean that these “females” are not feminine, or that these “males” are less than masculine? Of course not. And what expectations do we lay upon the intersex child? What desires and skills are set aside for them as they grow old and discover the world?

In truth, we are all capable of a very wide range of instincts and desires, skills and preferences. We are all connected to the nurturing Mother archetype, and the engine for action which we deem masculine. In many philosophies it is believed that each individual holds both yin and yang within their bodies and spirits, and balance is the ultimate goal. Why then have we designated demonstrative extremities of masculinity or femininity to be markers of successful maleness and femaleness respectively? Each of us can desire both and neither from any entry in a collated column of social standards. Phenotypic sex, that moment of assumption from a medical professional who checks a box on a piece of paper, is a singular tragedy which plays into our future potential measured by society. This one cosmetic assumption (or surgical creation) is only a fraction of the story about how a body functions, yet it becomes the flawed measuring stick the whole of our lives is measured against. Women with high sex drives and no desire to raise children, men who are stay at home fathers and love to garden and sew, intersex people, transgender people, non-binary realities — these lives are not supremely rare nor deeply hidden when you look around, even if they are maligned, ignored, suppressed, or downplayed by the limited imaginations of scores of binary-mythology devotees.

It is time to look deep within. Who are you? What do you love? How do you want to be known? What is this life, this body, to you? To love your body is to know what you want for yourself in your life. Whether you are into body modification to make you feel more desireable, whole, or content (be it in the form of piercings, plastic surgery, tattoos, hormone replacement therapy, or any number of other expressive choices you make for yourself), or whether you are content not to change your physicality at all to center your empowerment (choosing only to drape your body to suit your tastes), you are allowed the life your heart feels is your own. Your body, your gender, your sex, your potential, all these things belong to no one other than your intelligent, changeable, ever evolving self.

***

Dark Mother

Out of dark waters from the Mother
We come marching

The battlefield of our lives
Finding sanctity of self

Quick, away the raining conquests
Who would see you in jails unimaginable

Welcome these three forms first
Wanting nothing from you
To your door instead

Feminine nurtures you whole
Masculine carrying momentum
Enchantrix Balance awakens the garden
Of Joy, fulfillment, and potential

Open your arms
Cook for these close strangers
Bed them in your home

They will teach you how to pull the strings
Connecting us all

***

Play On My Friends,
~ Creature

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